Your Words

Puspii, I tell you many storms are coming before you! Be tough! Be strong like a man! 


Disappointment is just another lesson I want you to learn in life. From this, Gradually you will become a person I have called you to be!


Change the way you think! Be positive! Renew your mindset!


"For I know the plans I have for you," says the LORD. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope" (Jer 29:11)

"i'm willing"

 "i was thinking, once in life i really should face the challenge for something i truly loved

This is special one

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the story has been shortened... :)

Last Sunday during praise and worship, I heard kids who sat behind me talking, then I was thinking..."hmmm it seems like God reminds me to have childlike faith." Soon after that, I heard a crying baby voice from my left side seat. Well okay! Then, then right away somehow I had vision when God created me 24 years ago, I was a puffy cloud form (reminds me of Pixar's Partly Cloudy short movie)

and He said something like this:"This is special one. She is a beautiful woman and she will do great things for Me in life"

when I am...

When I'm down He lifts me up
When I'm weak He strengthens me
When I'm distracted He turns my eyes upon Jesus alone
When I'm lost He shows me the right way to go
When I'm tired He sends the breeze to refresh me
When I'm not smart enough He gives me wisdom to understand
When I'm out of love He embraces me with the first love of Christ

Thank you Jesus for Your love and grace upon me, and I thank You for this spiritual family who always be there for me when i'm up and down. I'm really grateful to have them in my life.
And Thanks to Cherye for encouraging me by sending this link 50 Life Secrets and Tips


Good news: I am me once more and I'm ready for another week because "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"- Phil 4:13

Puspii

Psalm 23

23 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
² He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters.
³ He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake.

⁴ Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil;
For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

⁵ You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil;
My cup runs over.
⁶ Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever.

Dear Lord,

I am simply tired, again
these days,
inside out
Refresh me o' Lord with Your oil

again,
i don't feel like doing anything
Guide me along the way for another day, Jesus

i am weak,
strengthen me Lord

After all,
i surrender all to You and i will simply put my trust in You

Reminder!

Lucky sent me this conversation of the author and God


Me: God, can I ask You a question?

God: Sure

Me: Promise You won't get mad
... ... ... ...
God: I promise

Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?

God: What do u mean?

Me: Well, I woke up late

God: Yes

Me: My car took forever to start

God: Okay

Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait

God: Huummm

Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call

God: All right

Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?

God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one
of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that

Me (humbled): OH

GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.

Me: (ashamed)

God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.

Me (embarrassed):Okay

God: Your phone went dead bcuz the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.

Me (softly): I see God

God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.

Me: I'm Sorry God

God: Don't be sorry, just learn to Trust Me.... in All things , the Good & the bad.

Me: I will trust You.

God: And don't doubt that My plan for your day is Always Better than your plan.

Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, Thank You for Everything today.

God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I Love looking after My Children...

God and Valentine

He heard your prayers

Remember! God has His own special ways to speak to His people, through that still small voice that He put in our hearts, Bible, vision and dream, also through His people surround us. Eventhough seems like He has yet answered to our long prayer lists,but He heard our prayers and we should not stop praying. Keep Asking, Seeking, Knocking.

“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you" (Matt 7:7)

"And I will wait on the LORD, Who hides His face from the house of Jacob; And I will hope in Him. (Isaiah 8:17)

then,

have been super busy for the past two weeks and recently felt insecure about things surround me. As i tried to talk and submit all those fears to God,i came to a point that i gotta focus in Jesus perspective not mine and turn my eyes upon Him alone.






God is always on time for He has made everything beautiful in its time.
Do not worry, puspii!

My God is so BIG

one of my favorite songs from 1a.m

My God is so big and so strong

There is none like Him and there will never be

My God died for me, He set me free

There is none like Him

None like Him

None like Him

listen song here

I am with you, always and all the time

From the book of Judges 6:14-16 (NCV)

¹⁴ The Lord turned to Gideon and said, "Go with your strength and save Israel from the Midianites. I am the one who is sending you."

¹⁵ But Gideon answered, "Lord, how can I save Israel? My family group is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least important member of my family."

¹⁶ The Lord answered him, "I will be with you. It will seem as if the Midianites you are fighting are only one man."

Then when I am weak, I am strong in You!


Puspii

Humble and Trust

January 17,

God spoke to me two things today:

1. Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time, Give all your worries to Him, because He cares about you.(1 Peter 5:6-7 NKJV)
2. Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths. (Proverbs 3-5-6 NKJV)
   

Remember Him!

January 15,

School has been started last week, and feel bit worried with the project and dissertation since it's the last semester of uni life. But the thing make me worried the most is writing, i am always freak out. Even struggled to understand simple sentences. In addition, I am too worried i have gramatical error while i am writing the blog.

instead of thinking i'm stupid stupid stupid, a small wise voice inside of me said "it's okay!! Keep focusing and studying! it's a life-long learning process"

The Lord gave this verse:

^"Remember that I commanded you to be strong and brave. Don't be afraid, because the Lord your God will be with you everywhere you go."(Joshua 1:9 NCV)

I need a childlike faith

January 14,

I believe for the plans You have are good for me, yet there are some areas that I'd like to submit to You as I have thought the thing i am yet ready to face, thing I am not strong at, and with the things that I need Your grace upon me.

Father, help me to keep focusing on what You have asked me to do, teach me to be humble and love You my Lord with all my heart, all my soul, all my strength, and all my mind.

Let Your will be done, o Lord.



Puspii

Keep going on...

January 13.ii,



Dear Jesus,

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

Please keep walking along the way with me,


Puspii

Promises...

January 13,

Deuteronomy 28:12-14:

12 The LORD will open to you His good treasure, the heavens, to give the rain to your land in its season, and to bless all the work of your hand. You shall lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow. 13 And the LORD will make you the head and not the tail; you shall be above only, and not be beneath, if you heed the commandments of the LORD your God, which I command you today, and are careful to observe them. 14 So you shall not turn aside from any of the words which I command you this day, to the right or the left, to go after other gods to serve them.

upon Him alone

january 11,

i was reminded, the world might always change but The Word of The Lord remains forever.
And Jesus always be the same, yesterday today and tomorrow.



Turn your eyes upon Jesus, only....




puspii

Still in holiday mood

January 10,


Proverbs6:6-11 (NCV)
6 Go watch the ants, you lazy person. Watch what they do and be wise.
⁷ Ants have no commander, no leader or ruler,
⁸ but they store up food in the summer and gather their supplies at harvest.
⁹ How long will you lie there, you lazy person? When will you get up from sleeping?
¹⁰ You sleep a little; you take a nap. You fold your hands and lie down to rest.
¹¹ So you will be as poor as if you had been robbed; will have as little as if you had been held up.

I have to start working asap T.T


puspii

He is testing me now

January 9,

As I told God my very first mission for this year was to put Him as my first priority, so He is testing me now.

Deu13:3-4^:
3 you shall not listen to the words of that prophet or that dreamer of dreams, for the LORD your God is testing you to know whether you love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul. ⁴ You shall walk after the LORD your God and fear Him, and keep His commandments and obey His voice; you shall serve Him and hold fast to Him.

just like one said "God is more interested in your character than ur comfort zone", So should "Set your mind on things above, not on things on the earth"(Col3:2)

Self-esteem motivation:
"Be yourself; everyone else is already taken" -Oscar Wilde


puspii

encouragement

January 8,

An encouragement from a wise Abang,

"...Just want to encourage you. I'm glad that you want to be yourself, cos many times the environment around us change and we wonder if we are the one that is odd and decide to change and blend in. However, if everyone is the same, what is the point? We are all unique in our own ways, and it's definitely awesome to be yourself. I've been struggling with this too, but knowing that God created us in His image and He knows us inside out, we can then be ourselves, to shine for God's glory. So press on and be yourself, don't compromise." "...It also takes courage to acknowledge and accept yourself..."

just me:
felt tired inside out these days. i simply tired. tired. and tired. i could feel the spirits inside slowly fade away.

Lord, please i beg You, give me the strength for going through out all things before me, just as You said when I am weak I am strong in You.

Amen


puspii

Lesson from Proverbs: W i s d o m

January 7,

1. Only the Lord gives wisdom; he gives knowledge and understanding (Prov2:6(NCV)
2. My child, do not forget my teaching, but keep my commands in mind. (Prov3:1(NCV)
3. Trust the Lord with all your heart, and don't depend on your own understanding (Prov3:5(NCV)
4. My child, do not reject the Lord's discipline, and don't get angry when he corrects you.(Prov3:11(NCV)
5. Because the Lord will keep you safe. He will keep you from being trapped. (Prov3:26(NCV)
6. I am guiding you in the way of wisdom, and I am leading you on the right path. (Prov4:11(NCV)
7. Be careful what you think, because your thoughts run your life.(Prov4:23(NCV)
8. Keep your eyes focused on what is right, and look straight ahead to what is good.(Prov4:25(NCV)

r e s t

January 6,

I am tired...

my insomnia is back, couldn't sleep well again for this past three days. May be i'm just too worried about school stuffs.

Though God keep saying "Worry not, as I am with you", still i can't help when the burden overwhelm inside of me.

Matthew11:28 (NKJV)
Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.

I guess, sleep is what i need for now or else i might be so "emoo" for the whole day.

good dream



puspii

Still fixing that short temper behaviour

January 5,

Another reminder: loving people unconditionally!
John 13:34(NKJV):
³⁴ A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another; as I have loved you, that you also love one another.

very first comments: TOUGH!! super hard! and simply tiring some!what else?!

it's okay if the person is really nice and friendly, then what if meeting super annoying one? Grraaahhh i couldn't stay any longer to punch the face! (remember, i'm still fixing that short temper behaviour)

Hold on! Actually according to a close dudette, i am also a very very annoying person in everyday life. so she might think the same way, PUNCHING MY IRRITATING FACE right away!

Okay, i'll repent! Bear with me, i am still "growing up" to be little bit mature. hehehe. I'll do my best too to love people :)


puspii

how to talk?

January 4,

Ahh, how i wish i could talk smoothly like those people who have confidence in public speaking. Me? it has been so many years i'm still struggled in speech. i'll get anxious in front of many people and i end up rapp-reading the notes in my presentation.

Moses from Old testatement was having the same problem like I, and the Lord said to me these:
Exodus 4: 10-12 (NCV)

¹⁰ But Moses said to the Lord, "Please, Lord, I have never been a skilled speaker. Even now, after talking to you, I cannot speak well. I speak slowly and can't find the best words."

¹¹ Then the Lord said to him, "Who made a person's mouth? And who makes someone deaf or not able to speak? Or who gives a person sight or blindness? It is I, the Lord.¹² Now go! I will help you speak, and I will teach you what to say."

learn to be a grown up

January 3,

Dear Lord, help me to grow up in emotional and spiritual maturity.

“Sometimes become pain to become mature but i guess we have to go through a lot of pain to become mature” C-sh

Eph 4:14-15p (Philips)
We are not meant to remain as children but to grow up in every way into Christ

Anger problem

January 2,
even now, still struggled with temper and anger problem. Sometimes if it reaches my limit, all worst vocabulary will just come out from the mouth.

God reminds me today in James 1:19 (NCV)
¹⁹ My dear brothers and sisters, always be willing to listen and slow to speak. Do not become angry easily.

Give thanks

Give thanks,
Lagu itu mengingatkanku akan sebuah kisah,
Kisah tentang dia dan mereka,
6 tahun lalu...

Dia yang membuatku bangga akan dirinya yang dulu,
Dan mereka yang selalu berjalan bersamanya, saat dia kecil

Aku bersyukur kepadaMu Tuhan karena kasihMu selalu menyertainya
Terima kasih "keluargaku" karena kalian dia tumbuh dan menjadi seseorang yang akan selalu berjalan bersamaNya

Dedicated to GMS-MY family whom I love. I"m so blessed and thankful to know all of you. I am now because of you.

The Days God has spoken

Inspired by previous reflection in What has happened in 2011, this "The days God has spoken" project is a daily-based personal journal about the journey of walking together with Jesus Christ.

Jesus, i pray for this brand new year 2o12, You give me a new heart, new mindset, refresh my soul. Strengthen my faith in You, straighten the paths of my vision and dreams, and help me to grow in the spiritual maturity. Also, not to forget who I am in You.

January 1,

Isaiah 48: 18 - 19 (NKJV)

¹⁸ “ Do not remember the former things, Nor consider the things of old. ¹⁹ Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness And rivers in the desert."

Matthew 6:33 (NKJV):

³³ But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Happy new year!

Puspii