These days

Not the first time I couldn't focus and concentrate when I pray, read the bible, even to feel the presence of God in the midst of prayer time. it is hard.

I always think, well there will be another time i will try to seek God, and will feel His presence, but i never really put effort on it. i am dissapointed for being me.

So couple weeks ago, i have set my mind in this verse:
Matthew 6:33 "But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you"

and i am still trying while my mind keeps me fail all the time.

i have to pray hard! So Lord, help and guide me along the way as Your will be done in my life.

amen

Only You can see

Dear Lord, From the end of the earth I will cry to You, when my heart is overwhelmed; Lead me to the rock that is higher than I. (Psalm 61: 2)

But when, you pause and take the time, I know in my heart, you’ll find,
A little boy who’s scared sometimes, who isn’t always strong;
Know you see the hurt in me, I feel so all alone,
I wanna run to you, I wanna run to you
Won’t you hold me in your arms and keep me safe from harm
I wanna run to you I wanna run to you
Lord please stay, and don’t ever take your love away



Therefore when I am weak, You are strong, oh Lord. Here I am once again, humble myself before You. Teach me to love and trust You even more in these days. Remind me one more time that You are the first priority in my life.

in Jesus name

Smokie Norful - I understand

Just little words to burst out

Sometime,
just feel too tired to continue the path
this, not the first time I wish so much to give up on the tough journey

But,
some people who inspire me through their life encourage me in somehow, to take another step and go to next level

Many times,
I asked myself why? why am I here?

and One said,
"The purpose of your life is to dream and make your dreams happen! However there will be countless problems, challenges and all other things again and again come against before you. But all of these will mold, help you to grow and become a better and better, much better person in life. So don't give up, because I am here with you. All the time."

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